kristyxkills

My friend told me that  "El Jay" wasn't fun unless you whine and bitch about your life. Well, personally, I really don't have anything to bitch or complain about at all. Sorry Stace. So, everyone who is like Stacy will probably read my entry and say, Wow, this fucking dyke think she's better than the rest of us. Well get over it.

School actually isn't a complete drag. I actually kind of enjoy it, the social aspect, atleast. The class I absolutely despise is English. She's failing me for absolutely no reason at all and I hate her.

Mitch almost got suspended (again) today for looking at some teachers computer without permission. Oh Mitchell, getting into trouble again. That kid's my biff.

Lately, I've been missing all of my friends more and more. Especially Eric, Sophie and Mitchell and me hanging out like we used to at camp. I've been pretty upset lately because Mitch isn't coming back. The four of us will probably never recover and next summer will most likely be somewhat of a drag. 
However, the three of us did make CIT and that makes the summer a little better, I guess. Since I'm a first year, I have to do my initiation which is being created by Stacy, who is practically my sister. With my luck, I'm going to be strutting around in a cow suit with a sign saying "Hi, I'm George Clooney" and passing out condoms screaming, "STAY SAFE!"

My relationship, or lack there of, with my parents is getting worse and worse. Lately I haven't been focusing and I know I should get my medication for ADD and ADHD, but I'm not turning into some mental patient just yet. I'm aiming to be the only person in my family with some mental disorder. 
My brother has ADD and ADHD like me. Same with my mom. Having a sister is not the best experience. Throw in the fact that she has Down Syndrome and you have a family whose turned into a complete basket case. My dad; no one knows what's wrong with him. He's just horrible.

I'm not expecting anything good for Christmas this year. I don't think I really deserve anything at all considering i've been a complete bitch since camp let out.

I guess not being able to hang out with your best friends like other kids do every day has a real effect on your spirit and overall sanity level. For me atleast, this is the hardest time of the year.

I especially hate winter. It's the middle of the time when I dont get to see my friends as often as I wish I could.  I hate cold weather and snow. I hate the entire idea of it.

If it was up to me, it would be June 26th, 2006 forever and the first day of camp would be everyday of the year.

I guess this entire thing actually turned into bitching at the end.
Hopefully they all wont be like this.
I'm feeling miserable missing my friends now.
I should probably stop.